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.:Bitter Past:.I Love The Way Your Heart Falls Apart.
You Come To Me With It Bleeding In Your Soiled Hands.
You Expect Me To Sew It, With The Strings Binding My Eyes Shut.
I Love How I'm Your Second Place, She Breaks Your Heart.
I Stand In Her Place.
Why, Do I Feel Like I Do?
They Don't Have To Understand Your Beating Heart.
I Only Need You To Fall Apart.
Cant You Blind Me?
So My Unbound Eyes Can Be At Rest.
My Soul Is Screaming For You.
Here You Are, Down On Your Knees.
I Don't Want Your Tears Again.
I'm Lost In Your Mind, But I Don't Want To Be Found.
I'll Scratch At Your Eyes.
Until You See,
My Heart Is Beating With You.
BeLIEveLet Me Be.
I Want To D
In My CoNfUsIoN.
Can You Tell Me WHY.
Everything You DO.
If I Promise YOU.
I'll Never Tell A LIE.
I Promise.It's Crawling, Through My Vains.
My Ice Cold Touch, Across Your Heart.
Can You Feel It?
It Heals Me, But Do You Feel A Bit Of Pain?
He Is Teaching Me, What A Heartbeat Means.
I Always Seem So Cold, Can't Look Into Your Eyes In Fear.
You'll See My Monstrous Soul.
You Tare Me Apart As You Put Me Together Again.
I'm A Small Child On The Inside, Scared, Alone.
Your The Hand Leading Me Through The Long Dark Hallway.
Thank You For Ending My Pain, Like The Heart I Never Had.
Silver BloodDigital Heartbeat.
Pixels In My Eyes.
The Static In My Brain.
What If I'm The Past From Another Life?
I Can't Feel Your Cold Touch.
I'm Afraid Of Being free...
I've Been Locked Up Here So Long.
Unplug My System.
Shutdown My Mind.
.What Is Wrong With Me?
I Want It All.
I Want The Rainbow Hair.
I Want The Multi Colored Eyes.
I Don't Want To Be Here.
I Want To Be Myself.
Not This Plain Girl.
It KILLS Me Inside.
This Hurt I Cant Explain.
I Feel The Poison Run Through My Blood.
It Feels Good.
I Let It Take Over ME.
. . .Take Me Away, To A Place Where I See Nothing.
Make Me Feel Empty, Make Me Feel Numb.
I Love Smashing Mirrors.
Pull My Eyes Out.
Cut My Heart Out.
Sew My Mouth Shut.
So Happy, I Should Die.
You Were Not An Aquarium BoySea-glass became your bones,
brine your blood, and seashells
melded into your skin.
You were not quite an ocean
when you said "This is your sign to love me."
My body was like a building;
tall, cold, almost unbreakable.
I was metallic and sharp,
towering over your waters.
I remember taking your hand in mine,
conch and coral shells scrubbing
my skyscraper wrists, and laughing
about how one day you would
submerge every last bit of me.
Your lips, riddled with argonauts,
found my cheek and I cringed
at the coarseness.
You asked if they bothered me
and I finally told you "I
think I love you."
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